I'm watching SATC and had to share a Charlotte quote that I feel fits my situation perfectly. I know I've seen this episode in the past couple of years at least once and thought this before but here it is..
"I hate that I've finally found the love of my life and I can't celebrate it in a big big way"
When you're getting married for the second time you don't really expect anyone to take you seriously which is really quite sad. I don't have much else for now, just that thought.